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Oct. 29th, 2004 @ 02:51 am I just don't know anymore.
I am...: depressed
Whats on: : Franzzzzzzzz
I am, a little bit insecure, a little unconfident. Cause you don't understand i do what i can but sometimes i don't make sense. Interesting, this is. I just randomly looked for the user "Fuzzle" on here, and ran into this old seldom used journal of this girl apparently named "Fin", and shes a huge 1337 typer. Its great, it really made my night. I don't fucking know, im tired of rethinking this over and over again, But for fucks sake it just keeps happening. I hate not being able to trust someone that means so fucking much to me, but it just seems like thats the only way im able to think. Every little thing she does, i take and turn it into some kind of fucking grand scheme against me. I don't trust her, one bit, and i fucking hate her for it. god jesus fucking mother of jebedy dammit. aite, im out, fuck this retard shit fo sho. ))Back to SEODBrodie((
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Oct. 28th, 2004 @ 02:00 am do your dance
REOWL. met a fuckin awesome chick today, not furious at all, actually. LADEDAA.

I don't know where the fuck to start, so ill just jump straight to the end.


HAHAHAHAA!
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Oct. 26th, 2004 @ 04:57 am Suddenly, i dont feel so insecure.
I am...: sleepy
Whats on: : AC/DC
oiiiii mofa foffas, its 5am and im off to sleep. i just got of teh phone with V i think we settled a bit of the large load of bullshit thats going on, but i still havent come to a conclusion about what im going to do concerning her. Like, its all going to be pointless and worthless until she finally makes a fucking decision on SOMETHING. Like, were all (when i say were all i mean ME) left in limbo because of her indecisiveness. She opened my eyes to giving someone else a chance, which leads me to believe that her decision (whatever it will be) wont benefit me in any way, shape, or form. Maybe shes hintin that its not gonna work. But, its whatever. Shes always gonna be my best friend. That will never change. and seriously, Travis has nothing at all to worry about, im like 3 states over homey. fo sho. blaaaah. yeah, sleepies now. for shure.

meh.

*1d 4ppr3c14t3 j00r 1nput*
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Oct. 25th, 2004 @ 03:31 pm Staples and Tape
I am...: calm
Whats on: : flogging my molly
fo sho that was kinda fucked up, but then again, it should have been expected.

Meh, i just woke up, i slept for like 13 hours. No matter what time i go to sleep, be it 1am or 10am, i always wake up around 2pm. i dont get it. but whatever. Not too much to say, im gathering a party at teh crib this weekend. Odds are itll fall through, be it that i have no money or im in jizail. JIZail....fuck. no jail for teh Rob.

Meh. I dunno what else to say.
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Oct. 25th, 2004 @ 02:15 am "You cannot communicate with users on your block list"
I am...: Insane
Whats on: : Powerman 5000 - Spin me round
Finished with that, fo sho.

So last night, was again, interesting. I met up w Calee and Jenn in oakland and went and got 2 30 packs of Keystone ice, poor jenn looked in so much distress coming out of the beer distributor haha it was actually quite funny. Then we (me, Jenn, Calee, Shavon, Nate, and Ron) went to the semple house to get owr drizink on, it was aite, we grabbed a half oz off of Shane. smoked 1 blunt from that, smoked another w/ Ogre (when he showed up) And we were basically having a good time until it got deathly cold. like, deathly. even i was shivverin. fo shizl. Lol its the first time i got to hang out w Cdawg without her slutty sidekick Marissa, which was a pleasent surprise. I kinda liked having marissa around, just for shitz n giggles but whatevurrrr. We all had nice drunken fun until Calee actually leaned in and kissed me, that was a bit of a suprise, but eh. HEY SEODROHAN IS AWAY!...fuckin 2:21am and i think im going to bed, thats gotta be a new record of some sorts.

laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate

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^^^ ROFLMFAO

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Oct. 23rd, 2004 @ 03:09 am Interesting, to say the least.
I am...: Shitty
Whats on: : NiN :::...::: Closer (Super Mario Remix)
*see topic*

First off. I went to Oakland with the entire and only intention of seeing Jenn. Which really didnt work out that way. First off i called Steele to see what he was upto when i first arrived, so i hiked and grabbed him. Then i found out that Jenn was down at Tae's house. Which didnt fancy my taste in entertainment for the evening, so i chose to decline the offer to join them (after i found out superwhorio Lauren was down there). Then i recieved a threatening (not really) phone call from Cherl complaining that we never hang out anymore. So i actually went to slutface's house to meet them (Jenn, Lauren, Cherl, and some random Ninja(if your confused as to the meaning of Ninja, read the post convo below between me/julie)) So as i gave jen a hug, i picked her up off the ground and lauren fuckin kicks me in the back of the knee, almost buckling it. i should smacked that bitch upside her head fo sho. but no, im a gentleman. Then after i left i got a text from Lauren saying "ima mase u"...fuck that, that was it...So i arranged a "playdate" between Lauren and my girl Calee, which should be most interesting to see, to say the least. i hope calee leaves treadmarks on that fuckin whore. fo sho.

i have a headache.

So i assume V got my letter today, i told her to burn it, odds are she won't. one thing she said to me is that when i summed up what my letter was about, she said its probably the same thing her unsent one said. Which bothers me to extreme's. im not going to comment why. Did you take it for granted, everything, because it was a net thing? because if thats so, you should have let me slip away long ago.

*ps: /me thwaps V upside the head with a Private Phone Number
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Oct. 23rd, 2004 @ 02:06 am ...
I am...: hungry
Whats on: : FRAANZ
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (1:56:39 AM): :-!
xX Pr0mised Xx (1:56:44 AM): D:
xX Pr0mised Xx (1:56:46 AM): i wanan do that
xX Pr0mised Xx (1:56:52 AM): writtign analysis thing
xX Pr0mised Xx (1:56:53 AM): HOW
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xX Pr0mised Xx (1:58:46 AM): uh
xX Pr0mised Xx (1:58:54 AM): ...
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (1:58:54 AM): oO
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (1:58:59 AM): did u miss the joke
xX Pr0mised Xx (1:59:00 AM): i dont know my daddy
xX Pr0mised Xx (1:59:01 AM): :-(
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (1:59:02 AM): damn you julie
xX Pr0mised Xx (1:59:06 AM): 8-)
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xX Pr0mised Xx (1:59:15 AM): wtf
xX Pr0mised Xx (1:59:16 AM): whos it?
xX Pr0mised Xx (1:59:18 AM): D:
xX Pr0mised Xx (1:59:19 AM): EW
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (1:59:19 AM): no.
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xX Pr0mised Xx (1:59:21 AM): YOU FUCKER
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bLuEkHaRMa 420 (1:59:24 AM): YOU DILDOBAG
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xX Pr0mised Xx (1:59:30 AM): YOU ARE SUCH A MAN
xX Pr0mised Xx (1:59:32 AM): YOU DISGUST ME
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xX Pr0mised Xx (1:59:36 AM): YOU IT FUCKER >:o
xX Pr0mised Xx (1:59:40 AM): THE WHAT?
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xX Pr0mised Xx (1:59:42 AM): THE VAGINA?
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xX Pr0mised Xx (1:59:43 AM): 1!?!!?!?
xX Pr0mised Xx (1:59:45 AM): CANT SAY IT?!
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bLuEkHaRMa 420 (1:59:46 AM): 23
xX Pr0mised Xx (1:59:51 AM): YOU PUSSY
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (1:59:52 AM): BEEEP
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xX Pr0mised Xx (1:59:57 AM): CANT EVEN SAY THE WORD V A G I N A
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (1:59:58 AM): YOU DICK
xX Pr0mised Xx (1:59:58 AM): D:
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:00:03 AM): YES I LIKE THAT
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:00:04 AM): SO WHAT?
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bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:00:09 AM): COCK SMORE
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:00:14 AM): ...WTF A SMORE?
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:00:19 AM): CHOCOLATE
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:00:21 AM): MARSHMELLOW
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:00:21 AM): HOW WOULD YOU POSSIBLY MAKE A SMORE WITH
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:00:23 AM): A COCK
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:00:24 AM): AND GRAHAM CRACKER
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:00:26 AM): I DONT KNOW
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:00:30 AM): SHUT UP IM SCARED!!
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:00:49 AM): ...
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:00:51 AM): WHERE THE FUCK DO YOU GET THE CRACKER?!?!!?!?!!?! FUCKING RATE LIMIT OMFG KEEL IT OMGZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:01:00 AM): I GET THE MARSHMELL AND CHOCOLATE BUT THE CRACKER?
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:01:07 AM): WAIT! IF ITS A WHITE GUY YOU CAN KINDA DO THAT!
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:01:13 AM): IM WHITE
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xX Pr0mised Xx (2:01:16 AM): HE CAN BE THE GOD MADE CRACKER
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:01:17 AM): OMFG
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:01:19 AM): SO AM I
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:01:19 AM): BASTARD HIPPY
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:01:21 AM): YOU RACIST BASTARD
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xX Pr0mised Xx (2:01:29 AM): NO PZL
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xX Pr0mised Xx (2:01:32 AM): I KNOW YOU FUCK EVERYTHING
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:01:33 AM): BUT
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:01:38 AM): IM A WIGGLYTUFF
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:01:39 AM): BITCH
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:01:46 AM): O.O
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xX Pr0mised Xx (2:02:09 AM): *snaps her fingers*
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:02:14 AM): what if i want that one
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:02:14 AM): thanks for making my night <3
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:02:16 AM): *points*
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:02:20 AM): was it as good for you as it was for meeee?
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:02:23 AM): :B
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:02:26 AM): for sure.,
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xX Pr0mised Xx (2:02:32 AM): now
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:02:34 AM): night bish!
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:02:37 AM): werdage
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:02:38 AM): later dayz
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:02:44 AM): later jigga
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:02:49 AM): jigga ma nigga wo wigga bish
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:02:50 AM): D:
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:02:50 AM): poyce tuff
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:02:58 AM): lmao
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:03:05 AM): i dont say nigga, or nigger.
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:03:07 AM): i say ninja.
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:03:14 AM): speaking of which
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:03:16 AM): WHASUP MY NINJA
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:03:18 AM): my L337 hoodie
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:03:20 AM): hasnt arrived yet
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:03:21 AM): :-(
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:03:24 AM): from whur?
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:03:28 AM): lil gamers
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:03:32 AM): lol lil
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:03:34 AM): whats it say
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:03:38 AM): THAT MAKES IT SO L337
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:03:39 AM): L337
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:03:41 AM): omg.
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:03:43 AM): ..
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:03:44 AM): lmao
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:03:47 AM): CASE DISMISSED
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:03:58 AM): *FIRED*
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:04:04 AM): lmao
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:04:18 AM): >:o*EATS THE JULIE*
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:04:27 AM): GOD
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:04:28 AM): YOU FUCKING
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:04:29 AM): PERV
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:04:29 AM): UGH
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:04:32 AM): SUCH A PEDOPHILE
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:04:35 AM): *SMOOOCH*
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:04:37 AM): Lol ookay
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:04:38 AM): SUCH-A-PEDOPHILE
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:04:40 AM): yes pzl <3
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:04:41 AM): do you know how old i am?
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:04:43 AM): <3<3 :-*
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:04:45 AM): like
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:04:46 AM): 80
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:04:47 AM): :D
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:04:49 AM): lol
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:04:50 AM): lol
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:04:50 AM): youre like
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:04:55 AM): you havent a clue
xX Pr0mised Xx signed off at 2:04:56 AM.
xX Pr0mised Xx signed on at 2:05:00 AM.
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:05:00 AM): .....BITCH
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:05:02 AM): LOL
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:05:03 AM): youre
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:05:05 AM): 19
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:05:07 AM): no.
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:05:09 AM): my rate limit ran out
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:05:10 AM): im not.
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:05:11 AM): 18
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:05:13 AM): yes.
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:05:19 AM): you should be too.
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:05:20 AM): my boyfriends older then you wtfux
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:05:26 AM): then theyd have to dismiss the case.
xX Pr0mised Xx (2:05:28 AM): im 16 :P
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:05:41 AM): yeees yeees.
bLuEkHaRMa 420 (2:05:49 AM): well, IM HUNGRY LATER DAYS PUMPKINHEAD
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Oct. 22nd, 2004 @ 07:05 am STOP! ITS THA MOTHA FUCKIN REMIX
I am...: nerdy
Whats on: : Big Tymers
Ive just been blessed with the greatest fucking idea ever. I'm going to collect all the people from the internet that i've ever met, line them up, and videotape them all dancing to "Lean Back"

This is the new shit. fo sho. Yeaaaa 7am and im without sleep for yet another night, this is #3 so im getting used to it. I dont know what the fuck is wrong with me recently. i seem to be acting bitter to everyone, including those that don't deserve it. I apologize for that...No i dont.

Im physically starting to show signs of fatigue, Which is lame. I bruise easily and shit, laaame. Meh, I FINALLY FIXED my fuckin cable internet. I don't know how i did it, but i did so. YAY for Rob. I missed my ritual 3am phone call from Jenn, which kinda screwed up my night because i had to talk to her about what were doin tomorrow. meh its whatever.

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Oct. 22nd, 2004 @ 03:53 am Heres a classic
I am...: accomplished
Whats on: : Guess!
Met a girl, thought she was grand.
Fell in love, found out first hand.
Went well for a YEAR or two,
Then it all, came unglued.

In a trap, trip i cant grip.
Never thought id be the one whod slip.
Then i started to realize,
I was livin one big lie.

She fuckin hates me.
Trust.
She fuckin hates me.
la la la la.
I tried too hard and she tore my feelings like i had none.
And ripped them away.

she was clean for about an hour,
After that shit got sour.
She took all i ever had.
No sign of guilt, no feeling of bad.

In a trap, trip i cant grip.
Never thought id be the one whod slip.
Then i started to realize,
I was livin one big lie.

SHE FUCKIN HATES ME.
TRUST.
SHE FUCKIN HATES ME.
LALALALAAAA
I TRIED TOO HARD AND SHE TORE MY FEELINGS LIKE I HAD NONE.
AND RIPPED THEM AWAY

Thats my story, as you see.
Learned my lesson and so did she.
Now its over, and im glad.
Cuz im a fool, for all ive said.


SHE FUCKIN HATES ME.
TRUST.
SHE FUCKIN HATES ME.
LALALALAAAA
I TRIED TOO HARD AND SHE TORE MY FEELINGS LIKE I HAD NONE.
AND RIPPED THEM AWAY

Trust.
She fuckin hates me.
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Oct. 21st, 2004 @ 04:33 pm (no subject)
"Hey You"
if your gonna jump. Hey you, hang on.
if you feel like givin up. Hey you, hang on.
I wont forget today, The sun is bright, the sky is blue. Yeah.
The pain will go away. In another year or two.

If you gotta fold. Hey you, Call home.
If you gotta voice. Hey you, Rejoice.
I wont forget today. The sun is bright, the sky is blue. Yeah.
I wont forget to pray. The day is nigh, the world is new. Yeah.
The pain will go away, in another year or two. in a hundred years or two.

If your gonna fly, Hey you, Dont Cry.
You've gotta live to die. Hey you, goodbye.
I wont forget today. The sun is bright, the sky is blue. Yeah.
I wont forget to pray. The Day is night, the world is blue. Yeah.
The pain will go away, in another year or two. In a hundred years or two. In a thousand years or two.
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